Need to Create Some Cool Shit

I always have what feels like an endless amount of ideas, and I also need to create something new. But you know what? I never want to create anything because of a fear of failure + procrastination! In any case, here are some of my ideas that have not come to fruition yet. Most of these ideas are quirky “titles”—I find myself labeling many things first and developing my ideas further.

For one, many of these titles are especially for video content ideas:

• got a camera upgrade (better resolutions!)

• being serious and cool

• book binding (pretending to know what I’m doing)

• sometimes you just have to do something to prove you’re not a useless sack of shit

I also got a couple of zine ideas:

• worm zine

• zine is not dead! (+ paper textures)

• the female gaze

Of course, there are mediums I would like to work with. I have some ceramics ideas, and working on metal smithing and stick-and-poke tattooing has been a long dream. I also recently got into nail art after getting some extensions last year. What ties all of this together is my love for maximalist, textural forms and 3D effects that I can achieve when working with these media.

One day, I hope to get good enough and create some cool things.

November 9, 2023